I struggle some days in finding my sense of being human! I know what you are thinking, so let me explain.
Do you live every day with intention or at least from your heart? To love what you are doing as well as to love yourself and other people!
I know I do not and even get up on the wrong side of the bed some days! I really love having 30 to 45 minutes for myself in the morning! I feel less stress and much better when it comes to taking on my day. I wish the weekends were longer. I still struggle with Mondays – ha!
Finding My Calm and Collected Self!!!
I like to think I show kindness and appreciation to the people I engage, interact and communicate with! I like to think I show love and gratitude to myself and other people, especially my greatest someones. I like to think I am a work in progress and working really hard at living my crazy, busy life and even loving it a little more too!
I know I am learning to be a more compassionate being! I am working on my control and perfection issues and it is certainly not easy at times. I am learning to put my ego on the down low and turn up my intuition; live from the inside out. What I am saying about my ego is that I need to become more self-aware in order to self-regulate myself and my actions! My sense of self needs to come from the heart and really be at an appropriate level too.
Listening To My Whole Being, Especially My Heart
I am a lot to take in when I get fiery, especially when I take it too personally! I either go silent or become reactionary and defensive. I do not even like being around that person and it is ME! I am learning there is a time and place to release and release in a good way. I try to do away with the negative self talk, berating myself and feeling guilty because it just continues to fester.
Everyone has an ego! I feel that in being aware of my ego and understanding my ego I can accept and embrace my ego. I need to STOP controlling my ego and thinking bad of it! I can find my sense of balance with my ego and not be swinging from one extreme to the next. I am figuring out what works best for me when it comes to my sense of balance and my needs in living the life I want!
I am learning that everything and anything I want comes from me! I am learning to follow my heart, listen to my inner self and trust my instincts and intuitions better. I can let my true sense of self out and love from my heart. In being more open to loving and accepting myself I can share, give and receive to myself and other people. I want to be open to the possibilities and opportunities as well as make good decisions and choices. I want to go after my desires and passions by stretching my comfort zone and taking risks. I am growing and gaining experiences that are adding richness to living my life!
When Life (Fill in the Blank) . . . Drink Wine (Photos by RSheridan)
I am a good person and I certainly can work on being a better version of myself too! I am falling in love with my whole being again and it feels pretty good too! I truly want to share my inner world with the outside world!